I feel really unmotivated lately, well actually for the last few months. I suppose I have been doing a lot with myself, the store opened, more Pilates, and traveling; yet when I am not focused on climbing I obsess over it. Never has one thing given me so much pleasure or pain. Kind of dramatic, but I really feel this way. When I am climbing well and a lot my everyday activities are fine, when I am not climbing or sucking at it, I feel lazy. Now that the weather is cooling off and I finally have a bit of a routine and less obligations…well after this wedding, I am finished being lazy. I will finger train once a week, climb, climb, climb, and if Denise makes it fun train with her too. So yeah, I feel kind of better. Here are some photos of me sucking, but having a blast with the lady’s. 



Seriously only in Utah would I be convinced that the two middle aged women posing down next to me in yoga are polygamist.
1) long braid and bangs. CHECK
2) came in wearing suspect clothing. CHECK
3) braided wedding bands. CHECK
I think my yoga teacher was on to them too. She asked one of the women if they were, “sisters” and a friendly response of, ” no just eternal friends”, summed it all up for me. Oh how I love the SLC.
We finally have occupancy of the space for our store. Well, not totally there is still a ton of clothes left behind from the old tenants that is supposed to be removed today. It is mind blowing how much crap this women has going to donations (crap in the space) all totaled probably about $6,000 worth of clothes. I was told if I want anything I can have it for 70% off which I thought was really sweet since its only taken her two extra weeks to get out. Good thing Cathy and I already “swept” the donations seeing that it is in OUR space and we are paying now. Nice of them to offer;) Am I being too cryptic. So stay tuned for more on the store and our grand opening!
Counting the hours until I am out of my current 9-5er. I am beyond happy, ecstatic is more appropriate. Lately everything feels like work, blogging, climbing, Pilates, so I might not do it for a bit. ALL OF IT. Maybe just sleep in for a while, organize my closet, and really bum it for a while. I imagine this will become totally boring, so sooner than later I hope to focus more on climbing, acquire more Pilate’s clients, and actually blog about things people want to read. Sometimes I feel like blogging is as weird as googling yourself, some self fulfilling thing that is so vain.
What goes around comes around? I don’t really think that is truly the meaning of Karma, but is sounds good. I believe my ignorance to a friends request years ago has come back and hit me full force. Today I work on changing my Karma, or at least put out there what I want back.
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